Jun 30, 2012

Poetry Solace: Of life and happiness

Here are a few interesting quotes that I've stumbled upon while surfing the Net.. :) 
p/s: these are not mine and I have no intention of infringing any copyrights here.

Happiness is like a butterfly.
The more you chase it, the more it eludes you.
But if you turn your attention to other things,
It comes and sits softly on your shoulder.
 - Henry David Thoreau

People were created to be loved. 
Things were created to be used.
The reason the world is in chaos,
is because things are being loved, and people are being used.

Happiness always sneaks in a door you did not think was open.

Being happy doesn’t mean that everything is perfect.
It means that you’ve decided to look beyond the imperfections.

Life is not about kissing a**, it’s about kicking a**!



Life isn’t a journey to the grave
with the intention of arriving safely
in a well preserved body,
but rather to skid in sideways, 
chocolate in one hand, 
latte in the other, 
body thoroughly used up, 
totally worn out and screaming ‘Woohoo WHAT A RIDE’!




Have a good weekend!

Jun 27, 2012

plans for summer holidays..

Yaaahoooo!! My summer holidays start this week and shall go on for the next 10 weeks or so..   :) :) :) :) Yet to get the new timetable, so I don't really know when exactly my classes will start, but it should be somewhere in September.. ;)

So how am I going to spend my 1st summer holiday in Taiwan? Here is a quick rundown..

Going home and visiting friends
I'll be going home end of Jun and spend a month there. During this time, I will going to Singapore to visit my friends and ex-colleagues for a couple of days. My family and I will then take a short overseas trip before I come back to Taiwan end of July.

Do research and find a direction..
Once back in Taiwan, I will need to do more readings and researches to narrow down my area and find a research direction. If I want to graduate as soon as possible, I would need to at least decide on a not-so-broad topic and find myself a professor to be my adviser by the end of 1st semester of my 2nd year.

Earning, reading and chilling...
On top of all the above, I need to continue my translation projects so that I can pay rent, tuition and feed myself.. also, I want to read as many fiction and non-fiction books as possible before classes starts.. then there is quite a few US TV series that I'm following but don't quite have the time to catch up..

So that's my plans for the summer... Seems like a lot to cover in 10 weeks, right? I know, but well, I like to plan and try to execute them as closely as possible.. If I can accomplish at least 80% of it, I am happy.. :)

Jun 25, 2012

2nd sem.

Got the results of the subjects I took this semester.. and I must say that they looked much better than my last.. :)


In English
Higher Education and University Instruction (2 credits) - 92
Seminar on Knowledge Management (3 credits) - 94
Seminar (2 credits) - 94
Professed Paper English Writing (1 credit) - 93
(The name of these subjects are the official English titles given by the University. If they sounded weird, well, that's the level of English here... )

I planned to take 5 subjects this coming semester, so I think it is gonna be hard keeping these good results, but I am gonna try my best to make sure all stays above 90s... :)

Jun 24, 2012

Sunday Serenade: love is all around

I will not forget the craze that the movie "Four Weddings and A Funeral" caused in the mid 90s.. all the buzz about Hugh Grant.. and thus no surprise that its theme song was played continuously over the airwaves..

Love is all around
performed by Wet Wet Wet

I feel it in my fingers
I feel it in my toes
Love is all around me
And so the feeling grows

It's written on the wind
It's everywhere I go, oh yes, it is
So if you really love me
Come on and let it show, oh

[chorus]
You know, I love you, I always will
My mind's made up
By the way that I feel
There's no beginning
There'll be no end
'Cause on my love you can depend [end of chorus]

I see your face before me
As I lay on my bed
I kinda get to thinking
Of all the things you said, oh yes I did

You gave your promise to me
And I gave mine to you
I need someone beside me
In everything and I do, oh yes I do

[chorus]

Got to keep it movin'
Ooh, it's written in the wind
Oh, everywhere I go, yeah, ooh well
So if you really love me, love me, love me
Come on and let it show

Come on and let it show
(Come on and let it x2)
Come and let it show, baby
(Come on and let it)

Come on, come on, come on let it show, baby
(Come on and let it x2)
Come on and let it show
Come on and let it show, baby
Come on and let it show






Have a great week ahead! Stay safe and cheery!!


Jun 20, 2012

shaking and pouring..

These past two weeks, there has been lots of shaking, blowing and pouring... like Japan, Taiwan is located in an area where earthquakes and tropical storms are the norm..

Eastern part of Taiwan has been experiencing lots of minor earthquakes (between 3 - 5 Richter scales) almost everyday since Jun 10. (You can check out the list here. ) Once in a while, people in other parts of Taiwan can feel these quakes or aftershocks, especially if one is high up in a high-rise building... I felt a couple of those earthquakes myself too, but earthquakes don't really 'scare' me, especially having lived in Tokyo for almost 30 months.. :p

Also, here in Taiwan, we have tropical storms and typhoons.. monstrous storms that bring heavy rain and strong wind.. these storms usually occurs during summer and autumn... Tropical storm Talim is now 'cruising' along the Taiwan Straits, causing floods, landslides and what-not all over Taiwan.. luckily it is summer holiday right now, so I can stay at home and 'listen' the the howling and growling of the rain and wind outside my room while staying dry and comfortable indoors.. ;)

Anyway, just hope that there will not be any storms/typhoons next week when I am flying home.. :) 
 

Jun 18, 2012

no live cup..

There is NO live telecast of the European Championship 2012 here in Taiwan.. :( :( :( :(

Even if I can stay up to watch the games, one at 12midnight and the other at 2:45am my local time, there is no live telecast in the 4 (cable) sports channels here.

Here, everyone is crazy about NBA (particularly NY Knicks - Jeremy Lin), US Major League Baseball, Chinese Professional Baseball League, NFL and golf.. just not soccer.... :( :(

So I can only support my team while I am asleep..  Go Germany!!


Jun 17, 2012

Sunday Serenade: constant craving

Another classic from the 90s.. Enjoy!


Constant craving
performed by KD Lang

Even through the darkest phase
Be it thick or thin
Always someone marches brave
Here beneath my skin


[chorus]
And constant (Constant)
Craving (Craving)
Has always  (Always)
Been
[end of chorus]

Maybe a great magnet pulls
All souls to what's true
Or maybe it is life itself
That feeds wisdom to its youth

[chorus]

Craving
Ah, constant craving
Has always been
Has always been

[chorus x2]

Craving
Ah, constant craving
Has always been x3
(Has always)
Always been (Has always)
Always been
Has always been x3




Have a great week ahead! Stay safe and cheery!!

Jun 16, 2012

Poetry Solace: of vertical and admonition..

This week, I'll share a couple of poems from Sylvia Plath, an American poet from modern times..

I am vertical
But I would rather be horizontal.
I am not a tree with my root in the soil
Sucking up minerals and motherly love
So that each March I may gleam into leaf,
Nor am I the beauty of a garden bed
Attracting my share of Ahs and spectacularly painted,
Unknowing I must soon unpetal.
Compared with me, a tree is immortal
And a flower-head not tall, but more startling,
And I want the one's longevity and the other's daring.

Tonight, in the infinitesimal light of the stars,
The trees and the flowers have been strewing their cool odors.
I walk among them, but none of them are noticing.
Sometimes I think that when I am sleeping
I must most perfectly resemble them--
Thoughts gone dim.
It is more natural to me, lying down.
Then the sky and I are in open conversation,
And I shall be useful when I lie down finally:
Then the trees may touch me for once, and the flowers have time for me.


Admonition
If you dissect a bird
To diagram the tongue
You'll cut the chord
Articulating song.

If you flay a beast
To marvel at the mane
You'll wreck the rest
From which the fur began.

 If you pluck out the heart
To find what makes it move,
You'll halt the clock
That syncopates our love.

Jun 15, 2012

teaching English

Although I am earning my living and paying my way through a PhD as a freelance translator, I am no English teacher.. Yet, in a country where English is seen as foreign and as difficult as Russian or other genuinely hard-to-master western language, I must say that my English is way better than most 'highly-educated' people here. The level of English proficiency in the universities are generally quite appalling too, or at least most of the students and faculty members that I've met.

About two months ago, I was approached by one of my seniors(let's called her E) to be her sons' English reading teacher. All she wants me to do is to read to/with her sons and let them be at ease with English. She realizes the importance of English and is willing to do her utmost to make sure her sons are not handicapped by the lack of its proficiency. And so begin my once a week 2-hour English lessons with an 8- and 10-year-old at E's house, about 40 minutes journey from my little room.

Having heard about my classes with E's sons, a classmate of mine (lets called her A) approached me to do the same for her daughter. After much consideration, I turned A down. Different from E, A came to me with her daughter's English test paper and started to 'bemoan' her daughter's bad results. She kept lamenting  for more than 20 minutes, repeating her same concerns over and over again!! Frankly, I didn't like her approach. From what she said, it was clear that she wanted me to do one very specific task - to improve her daughter's English test results.

The main reason for my two contradicting decisions is that E is understanding and reasonable, while A isn't. E recognizes that I am not a miracle worker nor am I a qualified English teacher, so she doesn't expect me to turn her sons into native English speakers. She just want me to help her sons read more English books and be comfortable using English. She gave me full control as to what materials to use and how I wanna conduct my 'classes'. Conversely, A wanted me to help her daughter get high marks in her English tests. She wanted me to do revisions and explain grammar to her daughter. It may sounded straightforward and simple enough, but it isn't. The last thing I want is to confuse this poor little girl with my 'unorthodox' way of learning English with the proper method her school teacher is teaching her.

As both are upper (middle) class, E and A wants to send their kids to overseas universities, with E looking at Australia and A Singapore. My views are in sync with E (and her husband)'s philosophy towards her sons' education and we are in agreement that academic results shouldn't be the only benchmark for excellence. As long as the kids have done their best, they needn't have to get As all the time.

After being in Taiwan for less than a year, I am happy that I am given a chance to shape (a very small part of) the future of E's two wonderful, though very mischievous, boys. :) :)

Jun 10, 2012

Sunday Serenade: life is a rollercoaster

A song from a former boyband-gone-solo artist, Ronan Keating.. Compared to his other "more" famous song, When you say nothing at all, I prefer this song...


Life is a roller coaster
performed by Ronan Keating

Hey baby you really
Got my tail in a spin
Hey baby I don't even
Know where to begin
But baby I got one thing
I want you to know
Wherever you go tell me
'Cause I'm gonna go

[CHORUS:]
We found love,
So don't hide it
Life is a roller coaster,
Just gotta ride it
I need you,
So stop hiding
Our love is a mystery
Girl, let's get beside it
[end of chorus]

Hey baby, you really
Got me flying tonight
Hey sugar, you almost
Got us punched in a fight
(That's all right)
And baby you know one
Thing I gotta know
Wherever you go, tell me
'Cause I'm gonna show

[Repeat chorus]

Can't you feel my heart?
Can't you feel my heart?
Can't you take my heart?

[Repeat chorus]

So don't fight it,
Fight it, fight it
[x3]





Have a great week ahead! Stay safe and healthy!

Jun 5, 2012

having your cake and eating it...

In 2 more weeks, I would have "survived" my 1st year as a PhD student.. and let me tell you, I've got a couple of insights to share...

First and foremost, the level of dedication shown by some of the PhD students here...  many of those pursuing PhD here are doing it on a part-time basis.. If their day-jobs are teaching or educational related, I can understand their reason for getting a doctorate as having a PhD will definitely help them in their career advancement... but about half of them aren't... and among this half, 50% of them wanted to get into a university to teach, like me..

Seeing that they need to graduate with a degree as soon as possible, you would expect them to sacrifice their personal/family/work time in order to fulfill all the necessary requirements. Yet, from what I've gathered so far, everyone (my seniors and classmates) seems to have one gripe or another about how the classes are scheduled, why the graduation requirement(s) is so strict, why this, why that.. blah blah blah.. Which in my mind, are just petty and unreasonable!! Simply put, it is a selfish case of having your cake and eating it too..

The simple fact is - No one pointed a gun at you to do PhD.  If you want to study, you follow the University rules and policies.. You don't argue with the administrative staffs or talk bad about the department head or (some) professors because you can't have things your way.. You don't try to force the department to change the class timetable just because you need to work or whatever..

Everyone has their difficulties.. Everyone is juggling work, family and study, some more than others.. Since you've signed up for it, you need to put in the time and effort to get your PhD. You can't expect the university/department to bend their rules just because you have your own problems/difficulties!!! It is certainly not the department's problem that you NEED to work.. If you can't make the time to take the required classes, then QUIT either your job or the PhD program!!

Personally, I think that is one of the reasons for the poor quality of PhD graduates here.. Don't be mistaken, there are definitely some really good PhD graduates/students, but I believe those are the minority.. But with more than half of them doing or did their PhD on a part-time basis, it makes you wonder how dedicated can they be or how much time can they really pour into doing their researches.

Most people should be encouraged to get a basic degree.. Masters and/or MBAs are for those who wanted to learn more.. but only those who are willing to put in the time/effort should do PhD, else the value of a PhD will plummet if it hasn't already.. Just a quick note, there's lots of jobless PhD grads in Taiwan right now..

Second, the "territorial behavior" of those academicians is stagnating academic progress here.. If the paper is baloney it is baloney, it doesn't matter who wrote or who is the teacher of the writer.. Crap means crap. Period. Yet, in the feudalistic world of academia over here, and maybe the same everywhere else, where it is more important to have some "big-shot" professor as your mentor than the work you produced.. Honest criticism can't be given when it is due as we need to ensure we do not "embarrass" a student whose mentor is a "famous"/"influential"/"big shot" professor...

Lastly, the lack of awareness among these PhD students that English proficiency is a MUST. I've heard a lot of complains from people around me, seniors and classmates, about how ridiculous it is for the university to expect them to publish their research papers in English. To me, the need for English proficiency is a no-brainer. Yet, many here still do not seem to grasp its importance.

Here, most of the PhD students would write in Chinese and then pay tons of money to get the paper translated to English. And trust me some of them really do need that translation service as the level of their English is really appalling!! Thus there is no wonder that a huge market for academic translations and proofreading is flourishing here.. in less than 10 months since I got here, I have been approached by more than 3 person to translate their papers.. and all wanted "special" (aka cheaper) prices as they are my seniors...

The average translation fee for a paper (8,000 words or less) would cost them more than NT$15,000 with an average rate of NT$2.5 per words. Proofreading rate would be about half of that.. There are 160+ universities here with each university accepting an average of 50 PhD students per academic year. Each of these students have to submit at least 3 - 6 papers just to get 2 to be published as part of their graduation requirements. Do the maths and you can see how big this market is. And these are just for PhD students. Many professors, associate professors and assistant associate professors also make use of these services, so just imagine the amount of money that is to be made.. and I do plan to take a piece of this translation/proofreading pie.. :)

This year I've had a small taste of the "new" world of academia.. It will be another 3 - 4 more years before I can graduate.. Anyway, I need to make sure I get all my "basics" right, especially my statistical analysis knowledge/skills.. so, one thing for sure, I will be taking (more) statistics classes come next semester..

Jun 3, 2012

Sunday Serenade: i knew i loved you

Am going a nostalgic phase.. listening to lots of 90s love songs.. and this should be one of the popular ones.. one with a rather cheesy title.. :p it kinda reminded me of a more recent song by Michael Bublé with a similar title.. it is called Haven't met you yet, if you are wondering..


I knew I loved you
performed by Savage Garden

Maybe it's intuition
Somethings you just don't question
Like in your eyes, I see my future in an instant
And there it goes, I think I've found my best friend

I know that it might sound
More than a little crazy
But I believe






[chorus]
I knew I loved you before I met you
I think I dreamed you into life
I knew I loved you before I met you
I have been waiting all my life [end of chorus]

There's just no rhyme or reason
Only a sense of completion
And in your eyes, I see the missing pieces
I'm searching for, I think I've found my way home

I know that it might sound
More than a little crazy
But I believe

[chorus]

Ooh hoo ooo, hoo hoo ooo ohh
A thousand angels dance around you
(Ooh hoo, hoo ooo hoo ooo hoo hoo hoo)
I am complete now that I have found you

[chorus x2]

I knew I loved you before I met you, I knew I loved you
(Ooh hoo ooo, hoo hoo ooo)
I knew I loved you before I met you, I knew I loved you
(Ooh hoo ooo, hoo hoo hoo)
I knew I loved you before I met you
(Oh oh, ohh ohh, oh oh oh ay ay yea oh)
I knew I loved you before I met you, I knew I loved you
I knew I loved you before I






Have a great week ahead! Stay healthy and safe...

Jun 2, 2012

Poetry Solace: of words..

A poem from Anne Sexton, a Pulitzer Prize winner in 1967..

Words
Be careful of words,
even the miraculous ones.
For the miraculous we do our best,
sometimes they swarm like insects
and leave not a sting but a kiss.
They can be as good as fingers.
They can be as trusty as the rock
you stick your bottom on.
But they can be both daisies and bruises.
Yet I am in love with words.
They are doves falling out of the ceiling.
They are six holy oranges sitting in my lap.
They are the trees, the legs of summer,
and the sun, its passionate face.
Yet often they fail me.
I have so much I want to say,
so many stories, images, proverbs, etc.
But the words aren't good enough,
the wrong ones kiss me.
Sometimes I fly like an eagle
but with the wings of a wren.
But I try to take care
and be gentle to them.
Words and eggs must be handled with care.
Once broken they are impossible
things to repair.



Have a great weekend!