Mar 27, 2010

6th Month..

180 days.. that is how long I have been back from Japan.. and how long I have been jobless.. :(

So, what have I done since coming back from Australia more than 90 days ago? Not much, to put it bluntly.. Other than sending out more than 30+ job applications and getting just ONE interview in SG, here are some of the stuff I did, other than hanging almost 24/7 on Facebook and writing this blog..

Read 13 books:
  • The Tipping Point by Malcolm Gladwell
  • It's not how good you are, but how good you wanna be by Paul Arden
  • How to stop worrying and start living by Dale Carnegie
  • How to win friends and influence people by Dale Carnegie
  • How to feel Confident: Simple tools for instant confidence by Leil Lownes
  • Emotional Design: Why we love (or hate) everyday things by Donald A. Norman
  • Do androids dream of electric sheep? by Philip K. Dirk
  • Stupid White Men : ...And Other Sorry Excuses for the State of the Nation! by Michael Moore
  • How to Make People Like You in 90 Seconds or Less by Nicholas Boothman
  • How to Talk to Anyone: 92 Little Tricks for Big Success in Relationships by Leil Lownes
  • The GOD Delusion by Richard Dawkins
  • Medical Ethics - A Very Short Introduction by Tony Hope
  • Are you good enough? 15 ways to build a confident mindset by Bill McFarlan
  • Connected: The surprising power of our social networks and how they shape our lives by Nicholas A. Kristakis and James H. Fowler
and several editions of New Scientist and currently in the mist of reading 2 other books..
  • The End of Faith: Religion, Terror and the future of Reason by Sam Harris
  • Hot, Flat and Crowded: Why we need a green revolution - and how it can renew America by Thomas L.Friedman
Watched 8 movies..
  • Seven Pounds
  • Kaiji - The Ultimate Gambler (JP)
  • The Women
  • Alice in Wonderland
  • Bleach the Movie: Fade to Black, I Call Your Name (JP)
  • The Scorpion King 2: Rise of a Warrior [Don't EVER watch this show. It SUCKS!!]
  • G.I.Joe: Rise of Cobra
  • Avatar
and 12 documentaries..
  • BBC Horizon - Making Millions The Easy Way (2004)
  • CBC Nature of Things - Selling Sickness (2004)
  • BBC Horizon - How to Kill a Human Being (2008)
  • BBC Horizon - Battle of the Brains (2007)
  • Bbc Horizon - Isaac Newton - The Dark Heretic
  • PBS Frontline - The Medicated Child (2007)
  • BBC - The Secret Life Of The Mona Lisa (2003)
  • CBC Nature Of Things - Corporate Agriculture: The Hollow Men (2003)
  • CBC Nature Of Things - Alternative Agriculture: Food For Life (2003)
  • BBC Horizon - How Does Your Memory Work (2008)
  • BBC Horizon - How To Make Better Decisions (2008)
  • BBC Horizon - Could Fish Make My Child Smart (2005)
Completed Season 01 and 02 of Fringe (a total of 35 episodes), finish all 4 episodes of 血液型別オンナが結婚する方法 (JP mini-drama), up to date with season 06 of House M.D., till episode 263 of Bleach (JP anime) and some 20+ episodes of 康熙来了..

As one can see, I didn't really do much with regards to my job search.. Didn't really read up on anything that is IT-related.. I have tons of ebooks on every possible IT/technical topics.. Yet, I can't seems to find the interest or motivation to read them up.. Maybe I have lost interest in IT, I don't know.. I like to know the general idea of how new technologies work, but "refuse" to get into the details... I must admit that I am Jill of most trades and master of some.. but unfortunately, most companies want a "specialist" (in something) and not "generalist" (of everything)...

And the only saving grace, if I can take it as such, is that I am my sister's keeper.. making sure that she is well-rested, well-fed, less-frustrated and not-so-depressed is the only thing that make me feel less useless and less worthless..

So from the look of things, days of unemployment could drag on further.. how much further? I really wish I know the answer to that.. :( :( :(

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