痛。。 Pain..

自认不容轻易示弱，
兵来将挡水来土掩，
却无法不断地坚强。。

被他人漠视或忽视，
已经是家常又便饭，
但不代表我不介意。。

在意着别人的不在意，
因为太敏感易受伤害，
而不得装冷漠掩饰着。。

别人受伤疼痛会哭，
有人怜惜给于安慰，
到我被委屈受伤害，
仅能独自默默疗伤。。

真的很累，
也想不去在意，
让伤痕疮疤都结痂吧。。

感觉太多麻烦自找，
放下执着抛弃坚持，
紧守理念依然倔强，
顺其自然知足随缘。。

乱写于东京的雨夜。。
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Not one who showed my soft belly,
taking care of whatever may come, alone..
Yet, it doesn't mean I am strong always..

Cold-shouldered, neglected and passed-over,
nothing new nor shocking there..
Yet, it doesn't mean I am not hurt...

Caring too much about people's uncaring,
overly sensitive and easily hurt..
Yet, a solid protective armor is worn..

When they were hurt and cried,
a shoulder will be there to cry on..
Yet, no such favors when I needed it most..

Really tired to think or care, anymore,
just wanna let the wounds heal, somehow..
Letting go of everything,
yet keeping my faith and convictions..
Whatever will be shall be...

Ramblings on a rainy Tokyo night..